I am a positive guy.
I am happy.
I try not to let things bother me.
I try to pick the right things to think about.
Let things go.
Acknowledge nice.
Have manners.
Say ‘hello.’
The ‘Golden Rule’ kind of thing.
I am kind of always ‘up.’
I feel it when I wake up.
‘Okay, away we go.’
But the odd time, I wake up, I don’t feel it.
I would not go as far as saying I am depressed.
But I would go as far as saying I am not feeling my usual ‘up’ self.
It is weird.
I like these mornings.
It makes me conscious of everything.
What do I have to do to change this?
I am already at the bottom before my feet are on the floor.
There is nowhere to go but up.
How am I going to get rid of this?
How am I going to get there?
Keep going.
Don’t stop.
Work on everything.
Do all I usually do and more.
Push.
I know that each thing I do diminishes the ‘off’ and changes it to ‘on.’
Get on my bike.
Ride it off.
I have some of my best rides on days like this.
By around eleven AM, the ‘OFF’ is ‘ON.’
‘TJ’ has returned.
‘OFF/ON’
Insert light switch emoji here.
‘There is another way to ride.’